Day 4
Yet another late night, early morning blog.....
Mood is optimistic
Today is black friday, the craziest shopping day ever! It's so crazy that I didn venture out and besides that....crowds scare me lol.
However I did do a little online shopping for my son (i know he will live his gifts). I had an emotional day today, don't know why but I do know that it drove me and my wife to argue....its like she don't know when to give me my space.... Don't get me wrong, I love the attention she gives me BUT I'm a very moody girl lol and if your constantly asking me "whats wrong" well...we r gonna have an issue. I picked at her and brought her down to my level only to "step on her" as a way to bring me up and make me feel superior. I later apologized but seriously, how many times do a person want to hear "ill sorry". I swear I have either emotional issues or split personalities...lol....not the crazy type but the type that changes when the wind blows in a different direction......
I love my wife very much and don't want to push her away nor hurt her. I tell her all the time to NEVER let anyone hurt you...including me! She tells me that I could never hurt her nor that I would hurt her., but she couldn't be more wrong! I've been hurt by many and I have hurt many. I am the perfect and wrong person that someone would ever want to mess with. Just evil....
I talked to my mommy today...she sounded happy, which is a good thing. I've been meaning to go see her since I've been off but hey what better time than tomorrow (saturday).
Tonights dinner menu is hungry upside and beer...lol pizza and beer yummy ;)
Say what you mean, and mean what you say
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